C: wedding ring
T: It is not ok to wear while dating
F: I wore the ring for support. Support that Brett is always here for me even in death. Now that I’m dating it seems wrong. I believe in karma. The gentleman I’m dating says it has cut him a couple of times. That isn’t the reason but I feel like it is a sign it is time. I’ve been thinking about it. I feel this is all part of me opening up to new things entering my life. Closing one door (Brett will always be apart) and allowing new things to flow in.
A: place ring in drawer
R: I no longer
T: resentful I’m doing this again
F: sad I don’t have Brett. I do like Curtis. He is fun and sweet man. Fear of expressing my feeling. However, if he can’t handle then he is not my guy.
A: over eating and shopping
R: worrying about what hasn’t happenes and gaining weight